Sunday, June 7, 2015. This space was where I first learned how to post, where I started my online writing practice. The early photos I took of my babies are all archived here, not in a traditional baby book. I remember how sad I was when I made the decision to stop posting regularly here. After a year and a half, I started writing openly on BipolarMomLife. The more I wrote there, the less I wrote here.

Friday, May 8, 2015. This post is written through tears. Recently, I asked a wise friend of mine if conceiving a child via lots of scientific interventions made her less likely to get frustrated with that child. In other words, if you work harder to become a mom, do you treasure that kid more? How will I manage? So I wondered if someone had to work harder to conceive a child, would she have fewer of these dark thoughts? Folks you lean on.

Two Bundles, Twice the Fun! A look into our daily life with Madeline and Avery. Monday, August 6, 2012. Momma got a new lens a couple of weeks ago and boy does it take amazing photos. Holding on to baby sister for dear life. Sunday, August 5, 2012.