Sunday, May 11, 2008. This post, though, is going to be my. Post At least for Little Buggas. No longer angry, or sad, or hurt. I was in a bad place during those days.

Picking up the pieces of my life after the loss of a baby. I think I wanted to punish my body for betraying me, Norah, and our family. I have no comfort right now. I long to speak with her. It is that time of year again.

Monday, February 7, 2011. Wednesday, January 26, 2011. I seem to have abandon.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008. Olivia is not yet walking. I brought Madison to get her hair cut really short last week and I thought Chris was never going to talk to me again - although lately that would be a blessing.

Saturday, 29 December 2007. I just leant over the kitchen bench and tried my best not to panic. Arcris was on the phone for ages and my risotto was getting gluggy, flies kept coming in from outside and I was in pain.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010. I went to the mall today to get the little one new sneaks. Who knew his feet had grown a size and a half over the summer? I feel very guilty for stuffing his feet into the shoes I was putting him in lately. Anyway, my mom, little T and I were eating our lunch in the food court, and there was some serioius people watching going on. I forgot that today was election day, which meant schools were closed. Monday, September 13, 2010.

Why yes, I AM crazy. Why do you ask? Perhaps because I painted my kitchen purple on Sunday, with the help of the Fabulous Sarah. How much do I love this color? January 02, 2007. What in the name of heaven and hell. Made me think that downing a Pepcid thirty seconds before downing a hot dog would spare me the consequences of the hot dog? September 29, 2006.

My mother in law was knitting her Illusion Christmas Tree. This one took a little longer because I used size 5 needles with Lily Sugar n Cream cotton.

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