On November 15, 2009, my seemingly normal and all to boring life came to a screeching halt. My first born child and only son, Erik, died after sustaining fatal injuries in a freak four - wheeler accident. This blog is an open and honest encounter into my life without him. Friday, September 20, 2013.

Things what i love! I love my kids more than my life they are my gift from God . I serve above living life with beautiful things! View my complete profile. Sunday, February 27, 2011. If you could take a walk with JesusIf He could spend some time with you,Would you walk through fields of flowers,Sprinkled with the morning dew? If you could walk with Jesus,Would you walk beside the sea? Or would you walk in the forest,So you could rest beneath the trees? When it is time.

Our love will be deeper. Our lives will be fuller, because we shared your moment. Sunday, October 26, 2014. I have had a few people ask me what D Day is. Community it is the day you are told about the fatal diagnosis, so it is short for diagnosis day. For me though there is more than just one day. For me it is a time period of over a month, with the actual D Day being near the end of that month. I call I D Time instead of D Day. I had to put .

Wednesday, March 14, 2018. Each time I hear her play I wonder if my heart might explode. I wish Aunt Delma was here to experience all that my girls are accomplishing. She would be so proud. Back to what I was talking about. Truly, this child smiles while she plays. She loved it before her accident but appreciates it more now than ever.

Friday, October 7, 2016. That first wave of grief. Cried my makeup off and had to stop and get some more before I got to school.

A journey of living life to the full. Friday, April 14, 2017. get it normal looking so I can write again. Technology on blogs has changed. ha! In fact, we moved from Georgia to Kentucky to Florida. our family! Look at these beauties! I could just cry thinking of all of them! Links to this post.

Learning how to be a mom to a child I can hold and a child in heaven. My son, Ryan, was diagnosed with a fatal genetic disorder during pregnancy. This is the story of our time with him and our journey as we live without him in our arms. There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief. Thursday, February 14, 2013. As the day of R.

All because two people fell in love. Wednesday, February 5, 2014. The Guilt Of Not Being Able To Breastfeed. Even though I would have breastfeed if I could I still feel guilty that I used formula. I had never heard of breast milk banks until my youngest was over year old.

The story of our daughter who was diagnosed with the fatal neural tube defect Anencephaly. Monday, January 14, 2013. This beautiful little lady was staring at me from the cover of my new Parents magazine. Her name is Emily Keicher and she has Spina Bifida. If only your neuro tube defect had been on the other end; is this what you would be like? Tuesday, September 25, 2012.